i just dont understand... (-_-')
Thursday, August 09, 2007
in the near-afternoon...
...u miss-called.
i called u back.
we talked.
we 'quarreled'.
we laughed.
u asked for my help.
immediately, i agreed.
i came down.
i saw u.
i looked at u.
but...
...u cared less.
u screamed,
u laughed...
...like as if i wasnt there!
fine...
...moved away,
joined the guys.
smoked.
texted u; but no reply.
so i walked further.
star-gazing,
alone.
then i came back.
again im invisible.
i sighed, BIG sigh.
i looked up.
i asked Him,
what's all this???
mental & emotional challenge?
or mental & emotional torture?
time passed,
again alone.
while u left,
without telling me.
i texted u again.
but u appeared happy.
BIG sigh, again.
who the shit am i to u??
oh well months passed.
but hell that's FAST!!
from being first in mind,
went down to the last.
that's always the case.
over the years,
that's my fate.
nevermind.
its okay.
God is everything.
He gives justice,
He gives equality.
ermmm...
heck.
well that's just a story...
...about me.
and oh,
Happy 42th Birthday...
...Singapore.
perfectlyimperfect
____fiQue ;
