what if i loved someone?
but she didn't know i loved her.
what if that person didn't know i existed?
how could i explain this feeling?
what if i tried to write how i feel?
what if she didn't read it?
what would i do then?
how could i go on?
how could i live?
how could i tell her or even show her?
but for some odd reason if she did read it...
how would i react?
how could i react?
how would i feel?
why would i feel so scared?
the only thing i can think of is...
is this feeling i have LOVE or LUST?
but how could i love them if they didn't care?
why would i care if it makes me feel better about myself?
why should i care what she thinks of me?
should i regret this feeling?
or should i go with it?
please someone help me with this problem i have.